crazy house

Things are quite crazy here. first off, still toilet training Tia. Isnt helping at all with all the shopping trips and outings we seem to go to. But in a few weeks time we will be staying home a extra day so it might help. Yes she needs to be trained how to cope being out, away from the house and all.. but maybe after i see some more leaps and bounds with toilet/potty training at home. at the moment very successful with going to potty. upgrading to the toilet means a long dash to the bathroom and this is also tempting for her to play with the sink and the cupboards and draws and toothbrushes.. and everything else annoying. At the moment she holds in at the last moment, pull-ups she just goes in but helps if we are out shopping and i remember to put her on the toilet.. with exercise, ive stepped back up to challenging myself. ive done 1hr each day, but had sunday off (hey theres nothing on tv anyways!) i even put on don burkes japan dvd one afternoon to pedal too! (i miss burkes backyard!) food wise. i started off, all well and good. said id do a food journal and yeah i did, all of the 1st breakfast last monday! Oh dear! and then chinese, twisties, tripple cheeseburger, chicken cesar deli roll and yeah i dont deserve a loss this week! :( Can i do better?! I sure do hope so. Otherwise im just going to pile the weight back on! noticed one new issue. [brain says= im cold! Lets eat!] i think, good idea.. now is there anything to eat?! hmm nope. bummer! (lucky) having chinese take away at home with candles and all, is soo nice. its been awhile since we have done a romantic dinner, especially ones at home. I just have to change my thoughts that lite dinners, with a ton less sugar and fat can be romantic too!! i find myself wishing i could just sit on the bike for 2-4hours a day, but thats insane! i know it isnt possible just coz my legs ache and the seat (with a gel cover) so kills my butt after a hour! let alone more! i have done 2hrs before in a day, 1hr in morning 1hr at night.. i think its just my all-or-nothing and loose-weight-quick brain talking.. and the last thing i want to do is burn myself out and withdraw from using the bike again! the challenge finished and another one starting up again! woohoo! sign up and join in at Living in the suburbs. i feel i really bummed out in this challenge, perhaps i can turn that into fuel to use in the next challenge. Just need to find the button again i guess, dont know whats going on with me. i think it must be just discepline.