Push! Push!! Push!!!

(on pic... like how scary! this is why i dont swim at beaches or lakes.. nightmare city!) No im not giving birth! ;) Im pushing myself on the bike.. pushed myself to go insane tonight while watching BL. Was pretty proud of the effort! Had tons of rain in the wee hours of the morning, woke me up.. a big fat possum jumped onto the tin roof that woke me up.. Tia decided to wake up and play and talk in her cot, that woke me up... and then i really had to go and that woke me up.. so i weighed myself.. 89! stoked.. and i was 89 after dinner and my exercise & shower.. stoked! :) Been busy with myself still trying to spread my time everywhere evenly so i keep up with everything (or try too) so didnt get around to posting yesterday. Didnt do any exercise except walking and shopping on sunday.. but did my hour today so thats all good! Had a good day, been thinking bout things.. Im not a social person, id rather stay home and play video games or something.. i just never get a word in around most people! Also realised im scared and hate asking people for anything! And in social situations i have a fear of rejection or saying something wrong.. i just put 'socialising' in the too hard basket most of the time.. Been reading Dr phil again reading up on the support team thingy, very interesting! Will have to share more on it later. i coloured my hair on saturday. it was meant to be a copper red brown and it turned out like nothing on the box! (i have alot of blonde streaks) and now its just a dark mahogany! ripped off! More dark red/purple than a orange-ish brown.