A new day a new drama

Well thurs night heard some weird noises thought it might be the dog next door coughing up a hair ball or somethin, but nope its Tia coughing! So im guessing its croup! :( Gosh medals to all single mums out there! Tia was pretty good no coughing til around night time and shes sleeping in our bed tonight, i was looking forward to having the whole bed to myself but i will share it with her while jamie is away in sydney. She starts breathing almost snoring and then coughs, wakes up and then falls back asleep. The upside to her being sick is her pretty good behaviour, not as many outfit changes, not alot of mess.. just hopes she gets well soon. Thing is whether or not to go to church (well i'm rostered on to look after the little ones 12mnths to 3yrs old) on sunday, already got to find a replacement for jamie, but now Tia is sick.. i hate seeing sick kids with a cold (let alone croup!) being brought to be looked after and thus sharing germs.. of course theres more to the story i.e the friend that gives a lift to church on sunday has jus finished her uni and starts as a nurse in the hospital next week so whatever happens to her shifts means we may or may not taxi it or walk it and thus not reliable.. and also considering us going back to teaching the 3 to 6yr olds for 6mnths and then the 6yr to 12yr olds for the 6mnths after that before heading of to Japan and teaching kids over there! And if we do that well that means no looking after the babies coz id go nuts! I think i care way to much bout what other people think of me! And i hate asking for favours! how im holding up with hubby away? not good, feels like im crying on the inside.. very weird.. trying to hold it all together.. i admit to being over points by a lil bit (a big pattern this week) still got my exercise in... ive noticed my clothes are fitting better on me and my tummy is changing slightly..