Cry baby

Bleh, what i day i had! Apart from trying to remained focused and happy and failing (was more like distracted and trying to get comfort from food & all i got from that was the feeling of being sick and stuffed! No comfort!) What did i have today? B-coco pops, lite milk 2 pieces toast (5pts) 2 1/3 pieces meat lovers pizza (which i hate! but i love deep pan crusts lol!) (10pts) L-homemade wedges (2pts) 2 lil brownies (yet to figure points for recipe made for hubby) "testing" brownie mix (??pts) D-chicken chilli soup and 2 pieces of toast (5pts) 1 coffee (1.5pts) So over in points again! Did my 1hr on bike, nothing good on tv tonight! So apart from being hospital having jus giving birth to DD i havent spent nights away from hubby. I think the hardest part of having a baby is all the work you have to do by yourself while doing the normal 3 day stay! My hospital stay was to me horrific! Thoose midwives, nurses sure talk! I mean having to work out feeding and learning how to feed, bonding with the baby combined with all the guests that want to visit, every midwife offering all sorts of advice and the next telling you thats all wrong and do it like this.. and then to hear the midwives/nurses saying how terrible the mothers are just leaving their babies to have a shower?! excuse me?!!!! Any time i spent away from DD all i could hear in my head was her crying! (and she was peacefully asleep) One nurse even had no heart to say that i had big boobs! excuse me?! yes i noticed they were each the size of rockmelons, the milk wasnt comming out but it was sure building it up! Tia got back at the nurse by doing her first crap on that nurses hand/shoe since she offered to change Tia nappy.. *insert cackle here* And that was my first night 3hrs after delivery! The time at home was heavenly! Tia feeding well, milk squirting like u wouldnt believe!(LMAO) The bathroom being free, shower available anytime, no nurses and only Tia crying thru the night and day! (not 10 others) Im in a big ranting, scattered mood. I apologise! Ive just about bored you to death right?! Im going to try to do better tomorrow! I did try going thru things, cleaning and re-organising and de-cluttering did the bathroom/kitchen no challenge, might do this computer desk tomorrow! I dont know if i even deserve a loss this week, ive forgotten what and how the 12 bonus points work.. i know if im not over that already i sure am close!