What do i want?

Today is another rainy day, altho it started out sunny.. its now cold and rainy. Housework is all done, everything is close to spotless. I was given a microfibre cloth (go-lo) by my mum for christmas (not subtle are we?!) And it works a treat, i actually want to clean! It makes it so easy and stainless steel so shiny! Ive been so tempted these past few days to just walk down the road to a servo and get something, either a bag of chips, chocolate or ice-cream. I feel bad for thinking bout it! I know i can treat myself with something like a milky way.. but 5points for 50g of chips isnt worth it!! I feel stuck, part of me wants it, part of me doesnt. I think i will stick to the one that doesnt! Im sure i could use the points in a better way, say like dinner.. a chicken stir-fry with fresh singapore noodles (im sure the noodles arent going to be point friendly, but as a bargain shopper i couldnt say no to a packet for 50cents especially since useby is friday and i bought it on monday) But fresh pasta is better than dried, so ive heard (healthy wise). I think ive just got a sweet tooth craving,(maybe thats what it is) and since i havent been eating the banannas (over-ripe now yuck) and pay-day is tomorrow and i didnt feel like shopping for fruit (lazy and hate walking with pram in the rain) Ive been thinking about making some brown rice pudding... See i told u my brain is full of food and cooking and food and more food.. EEEEEPPP!!! Well i'd tell u all my dream i had this morning with Aliens and tornados and the house in the tornado, but you wouldnt believe me! Today i have eaten: BF=3 pieces of Pb toast BF=1/2 serving of ww museli and lil skim L=30g chicken breast, mushrooms, onion in a wrap S=2 salada things with lf spread D=chicken,capscuim,onion,carrot stirfry with singapore noodles and maybe some rice pudding(skim & brown rice) I so need to find control over sugar points! And to find everything that would count as sugar points! Tonight is a 1hr on the exercise bike. When i get to an hour i find myself thinking, if i just keep going.. and part of me is like.. why do more?! Youve done the hour, be happy. I think im wary of burning myself out over the bike or protecting myself from going extreme like 3hrs on the bike a day.. OK so my scales today said 92.5kgs, to me thats awesome i just wish it was weigh in day! Your never to old to play dress ups!